How do you know how strong your feelings are for someone? I have no clue.. but I can tell you that I had an experience last night that makes me wonder if I am in love with Mr. X or not..
I went out with my sisters and a niece and nephew on Wednesday night and sang Karaoke.. There was a guy there who sang really well and he and my niece started talking on Facebook after we left there that night. He told her that his friend saw us and was attracted to me and they would like to take us out... so we went out with them last night and we had a blast!!! We started the night at a lounge where we had a couple drinks... then we went to pick up my admirer's tenant who was alone at home and only here for a while. The five of us went to a latin club, my favourite and we partied hearty!!! After we left there at closing time, we got some food and went to Mr. Admirer's house to eat... and then decided we gonna go to the beach to watch the sun rise! We did, minus the tenant.
Mr. Admirer kissed me and we got into some hansy pansy, not too far though..... but all along the only person I could think about is Mr. X... I wanted it to be him that I was there with! I wanted it to be him that I was watching the sun rise with! I wished I was in his company all night! Now dont get me wrong, Mr. Admirer was the most fun and bubbly person I've ever met.. the most energetic and full of life! He would be a wonderful person to hang out with all the time.. and I even wondered why Mr. X couldnt be a little more relaxed like this guy.. but then I thought, you know what, I like Mr. X's responsibility and seriousness.. I like his calm.. it balances me off! I am amazed at how much I thought of him while I was out having fun!! What does that mean?
I went out with my sisters and a niece and nephew on Wednesday night and sang Karaoke.. There was a guy there who sang really well and he and my niece started talking on Facebook after we left there that night. He told her that his friend saw us and was attracted to me and they would like to take us out... so we went out with them last night and we had a blast!!! We started the night at a lounge where we had a couple drinks... then we went to pick up my admirer's tenant who was alone at home and only here for a while. The five of us went to a latin club, my favourite and we partied hearty!!! After we left there at closing time, we got some food and went to Mr. Admirer's house to eat... and then decided we gonna go to the beach to watch the sun rise! We did, minus the tenant.
Mr. Admirer kissed me and we got into some hansy pansy, not too far though..... but all along the only person I could think about is Mr. X... I wanted it to be him that I was there with! I wanted it to be him that I was watching the sun rise with! I wished I was in his company all night! Now dont get me wrong, Mr. Admirer was the most fun and bubbly person I've ever met.. the most energetic and full of life! He would be a wonderful person to hang out with all the time.. and I even wondered why Mr. X couldnt be a little more relaxed like this guy.. but then I thought, you know what, I like Mr. X's responsibility and seriousness.. I like his calm.. it balances me off! I am amazed at how much I thought of him while I was out having fun!! What does that mean?
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