Wow... if anyone ever told me that life isn't a roller coaster.. I'd tell them they are a big fat liar!!
My guy tells me today that he's gonna bring his Decree Absolute (divorce papers) to show me.. so I'll rest my mind that he is in fact divorced. His ex was supposed to bring it for him, but she told him she wanted to talk when she did. I speculated what about, but its cool... I was like, whatever!
He came online just as usual.. exchanged our usual pleasantries.. and then he dropped it on me! He said "K wants to get back together"... my frikking heart sunk. I wanted to cry!!
I was very diplomatic and cool about it.. I told him that I will not encourage him to break up his family nor discourage the reparation of it.. but I do like him, and I am very disappointed. He assured me that his decision was not yet made... and that he needed to talk to me.. tomorrow..
How is it possible that I feel so strongly about him so quickly?? How can I possibly feel so disappointed about this?? Can it be possible to already love this person?? nah I doubt!
Oh well, I guess time will tell!!
My guy tells me today that he's gonna bring his Decree Absolute (divorce papers) to show me.. so I'll rest my mind that he is in fact divorced. His ex was supposed to bring it for him, but she told him she wanted to talk when she did. I speculated what about, but its cool... I was like, whatever!
He came online just as usual.. exchanged our usual pleasantries.. and then he dropped it on me! He said "K wants to get back together"... my frikking heart sunk. I wanted to cry!!
I was very diplomatic and cool about it.. I told him that I will not encourage him to break up his family nor discourage the reparation of it.. but I do like him, and I am very disappointed. He assured me that his decision was not yet made... and that he needed to talk to me.. tomorrow..
How is it possible that I feel so strongly about him so quickly?? How can I possibly feel so disappointed about this?? Can it be possible to already love this person?? nah I doubt!
Oh well, I guess time will tell!!
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