My little lady!

Three years ago, at this time I was preparing my mind, body and house for the birth of my daughter.  I had gone through my entire pregnancy somewhat depressed because of the fall-out of what was a very short but extremely intense relationship between her father and I.  I could not allow her to come into this world with me being in a mess...  He'd already decided that it would be too difficult to be around for her, so that left only me...  how could I give my child a messed up me?  I couldn't do it.  So I prayed my way partially out of my depression, enough to be able to show this kid a loving and healthy mother.. 

On Sunday my pumpkin will be three years old... I dont have much money right now, as I've been doing my apartment, but I'm having a small birthday party for her... she needs to feel loved and appreciated at all times!  She must never doubt that we love her... she must never feel the pinch of her father's and my bad choices.  She will be a happy, healthy and loving child.  She will prosper and be fair and generous.  She will love life and love people and always be a giver whereever she goes.. She will be pure and will be protected by God all the days of her life!  These things I pray for her.. in the name of my Heavenly Jesus..