The front page of our daily newspaper today speaks of a woman and her two kids who's throats were slit yesterday. God help us! Of course, many will have their speculations as to why this happened.. was it robbery, was it a domestic issue?? We wont know until and if the case is solved.
How did I feel reading this? hmm.. wow! This article brought about feelings of intense insecurity. I now feel like I really need to be sure with this guy before we move any further in our relationship. I need to know if he's really divorced. I have to be sure and protect myself and my kids. I dont feel any threat whatsoever, but there's always a nagging paranoid doubt in my mind and its painful to think that the family in the news could have been us!!
How am I gonna find out?? Well, I asked him.... I commissioned him to show me documentation saying that it is final between him and his ex... and he said ok.... so now, we'll see!
I leave it in the Hands of the Lord!
How did I feel reading this? hmm.. wow! This article brought about feelings of intense insecurity. I now feel like I really need to be sure with this guy before we move any further in our relationship. I need to know if he's really divorced. I have to be sure and protect myself and my kids. I dont feel any threat whatsoever, but there's always a nagging paranoid doubt in my mind and its painful to think that the family in the news could have been us!!
How am I gonna find out?? Well, I asked him.... I commissioned him to show me documentation saying that it is final between him and his ex... and he said ok.... so now, we'll see!
I leave it in the Hands of the Lord!
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