Friday, 25 February 2011

hmmmph!

One thing I hate feeling is inadequate!!  I try to do everything I can to ensure that I do what I have to do to some measure of perfection..  and if for some reason, beyond my control, I cant do it, then I feel less of a person.  Why??  Cause I am getting older and STILL have no career, no husband, totally in debt... fat.. and bloody hell have no real friends anymore...

I hate watching the people in the company and realising that there are so many people younger than I am, who are living "their" dreams!  Whatever their dreams are, whether they're boring or not, point is, its their dream and they are living it!  God I wish I could even KNOW what is my dream! 

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