hmm..

So many emotions.. so many feelings!

Yesterday my sis told me that she cant take care of my little girl all the time any longer.. and I got really mad (not with her but within myself).. Now it forces me to take her back to the nursery and spend unnecessary money and get the kid up at ungodly hours etc etc..  Anyways, I missed the show I was supposed to go to cause I didnt want to burden my sis with babysitting duties for the evening.. sold my ticket and stayed home..

Today was a bit okay.. got an early morning call from the 25 yr old which started brightening my day.. and had some really thought provoking conversations today.. Wow, who knew I felt so close to God.. who knew I had such a deep sense of my own spirituality!  I love life!

Came home tonight and even had a convo with my sis and told her how I felt and guess what, she wasnt offended by it!  God is Great!

Now to sort out the rest of my life! :P

Goodnight peeps!